i love life. really, i do.

i really love life and all it's challenges but am getting a little worn out. i've been looking for a fulltime job that i like since i moved to the u.s. but haven't found one. it's been a long time. really, i'm not exaggerating. i wonder if i did something really bad and now my karma is catching up to me or maybe it's God's way of testing me to be patient. but if He is...then how much longer am i gonna go through this?

if anyone is reading this...could you do me a favor and say some serious prayers for me to be able to get a job that pays well and that is a step in the right "career" direction. really, i'm not that picky...when i mean pays well--i really don't mean all that much. just enough to pay the bills and for a few trips to the grocery store. believe me...every bit counts. thanks guys...wish me luck!