tard

i'm tard and my errs are ringin! just a taste of kentucky for all y'all out there. well, as some of you know..i've been trying to get a fulltime job at the station i work at. the classical station had an opening but i didn't end up getting it. actually, it turns out that it wasn't fulltime+benefits and all that so it actually worked out for the best that i didn't get it. i am happier after finding out about that. i am writing this as i'm working at that very station right now. and i've come to realize that although i like radio and dj'ing---i don't love classical music. and i think that it's best i am not fulltime at this particular station. i guess my desperation in getting some fulltime job kinda' blurred my vision a bit. in fact, i've even looked at taking jobs outside of this field. i really have no idea what will happen to me but i have no control. it sucks, but that's life i guess. it's been good having friends to remind me to stay focused and grounded and to be patient. i've had my ups n' downs but i'm constantly trying.